COSMO GIRL: Nicki Minaj Talks Suicidal Thoughts, Marriage, Babies, & Making Hundreds of Millions

Oct 06 | by Natasha

After yesterday's sneak peek of Nicki Minaj's November 201 cover of Cosmopolitan Magazine, the actual pics are now out. And the "Super Bass" rapper is revealing her former suicidal thoughts, and happier things like making millions upon millions some day.

Pics and quotes inside...

Onicka revealed in the new Cosmo that it took going through some dark times to get to where she is now:

“It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt – like maybe I should just take my life.”

“I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house.”

And about where she sees herself in the future:

“I’ll have hundreds of millions of dollars. I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys. And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that, [I] will have a bun in the oven.”

I actually like these pics--her cutesy without being gimmicky pics work for her.

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You guys think your so cool talking s*** about her... NEWSFLASH**** Your just jealous that she's makingsomething out of herself instead of being lazy and settling...and who the hell are you are to judge someone YOU DONT KNOW! you know what thay says about you...YOUR JUDGEMENTAL!!! GET OVER YOURSELVES IM SURE YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THEN HATE ON SOMEONE WHO HAS IT BETTER THEN YOU AND ISNT AFRAID TO EXPRESS HERSELF!!! Just because she doesn't fit the social norm doesnt mean she's not a person...grow up!!! NICKI YOUR SKILLS ARE AMAZING YOUR BEAUTIFUL...and know the haters will never outweigh your fans!! DO YOU BOO BOO DO YOU!!!

by Anonymous
12:03 pm - Dec 1, '11

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by Anonymous
12:02 pm - Dec 1, '11

You guys think your so cool

by Anonymous
12:01 pm - Dec 1, '11

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by Anonymous
12:01 pm - Dec 1, '11

s ass ugly ass b get

s**** ass ugly ass b**** get out the game I don't like you suck. and all the people thats sayin nice things about nicki minaj is her praise team I can't stand her and don't nobody really like her .. Team me nikka

by Anonymous
11:13 pm - Oct 8, '11

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by Anonymous
10:01 pm - Oct 8, '11

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by Anonymous
10:00 pm - Oct 8, '11

Sorry but dentures are not

Sorry but dentures are not cute.

by Anonymous
3:03 pm - Oct 7, '11

Oh Shit...LMAO!....and u have

Oh Shit...LMAO!....and u have that one below Mad as Hell...It's Probably Nicki or one of her Peeps....LOL

by Anonymous Too
1:16 pm - Oct 8, '11

GO FUCK YOURSELF I LOVE HER

GO FUCK YOURSELF I LOVE HER THEETH WEATHER BIG OR SMALL STOP BEING A HATER

by BAD A**
7:56 pm - Oct 7, '11

HATER!!

by Anonymous
5:43 pm - Oct 7, '11

Her teeth are really

Her teeth are really big...lollollol

by Anonymous
3:53 pm - Oct 7, '11

i like the top part of that

i like the top part of that brown dress..but she reminds me of humpy with that pickle nose..

by Anonymous
2:57 pm - Oct 7, '11

Prosthetic nose and dental

Prosthetic nose and dental veneers love it! Truly a Barbie doll. Different that Nicki Minaj sure is ;)

by Anonymous
12:50 pm - Oct 7, '11

Now this is the look she

Now this is the look she should be cultivating. She looks like a lady, very professional and not a clown. Sure hope she adapts this look because she is too cute for the get ups she wears.

by DeeSC
11:52 am - Oct 7, '11

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i LOVE Nicki with BLACK HAIR!! I wish she would stick to this look. long or short. i dont like the other over-the-top pieces and colors. i like the bang in front and straight in back. the way she was when she FIRST CAME OUT IN the "5 STAR CHICK VIDEO". The black looks more natural!

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by Anonymous
10:18 am - Oct 7, '11

I don't like her music or

I don't like her music or read this magazine, but I will buy it this month because Nikki looks great.

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9:52 am - Oct 7, '11

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Well HOT DAM , love this look on Nicki, really Nicki can we see this more often. LOVE IT

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9:24 am - Oct 7, '11

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I am LOVING this look! This is what people want---her to be a grown up WOMAN in adult clothing. I hope one day she will give up the pink/white/leopard wigs and powder puff get-ups.

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7:15 am - Oct 7, '11

her nose or teeth are not

her nose or teeth are not fake there are videos of nicki on youtube b4 wayne and fame where her face is exactly the same so chill and nice cover i like it and i like the comments

by Anonymous
12:50 am - Oct 7, '11

nose not sure could be

nose not sure could be conturing makeup, teeth definetly, she has veneers. Its no big deal lots of people got their teeth fixed-Nas, Chris Rock, 50 cent the list goes on. She looks good

by NYbabe
10:26 am - Oct 7, '11

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Where's her famous care bear on crack look? Oh that's right the Cosmo readers wouldn't take too well to that. It's one thing to be a chameleon and another to be fake, changing for whatever audience you're in front of. Minaj may want to bank her millions and invest wisely cause I'm thinking not too long from now a) more female rappers will have hit the scene, ones with real talent and b) people will have tired of her gimmicks. She wants a steady income she better get pregnant by Wayne.

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9:18 pm - Oct 6, '11

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9:14 pm - Oct 6, '11

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8:37 pm - Oct 6, '11

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Lord, just look at that cover! Cosmo has been running the same issue for a decade!

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7:49 pm - Oct 6, '11

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why is she quoting Lil Kim ''I'm ten steps ahead of you?''

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4:25 pm - Oct 6, '11

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She looks good...5 years is a good time period for her to have kids...she's still young.

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3:53 pm - Oct 6, '11

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3:53 pm - Oct 6, '11

I like the stylist she worked

I like the stylist she worked with...clothes and make up bring out her natural beauty instead of all that other stuff she usually has on...

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