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COSMO GIRL: Nicki Minaj Talks Suicidal Thoughts, Marriage, Babies, & Making Hundreds of Millions

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After yesterday's sneak peek of Nicki Minaj's November 201 cover of Cosmopolitan Magazine, the actual pics are now out.  And the "Super Bass" rapper is revealing her former suicidal thoughts, and happier things like making millions upon millions some day.

 

Pics and quotes inside...

Onicka revealed in the new Cosmo that it took going through some dark times to get to where she is now:

“It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt – like maybe I should just take my life.”

“I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house.”

And about where she sees herself in the future:

“I’ll have hundreds of millions of dollars. I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys. And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that, [I] will have a bun in the oven.”

I actually like these pics--her cutesy without being gimmicky pics work for her.

 

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Go Nicki...Lil Kim is mad at

Go Nicki...Lil Kim is mad at you now...
peeblebeach's picture

It's like they took her

It's like they took her "unique" style and did it in a classy way. Loves it... Hope she took notes while they were dressing her.
Anonymous's picture

Yahhh for looking normal

Yahhh for looking normal Nicki! It looks good on you...really cute
Jersey here!'s picture

she looks cute and pretty in

she looks cute and pretty in the pics..but noone should ever speok on taking their own life some things should just be kept private..save that convo for ur therapist or ur Imam or pastor..or maybe PRAY TO GOD THAT YOU DONT HAVE THOSE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND PRAY THAT YOU BE FORGIVEN OF YOUR SINS BECAUSE CLEARLY HE HAS BLESSED YOU SO JUST KEEP PRAYING!
Anonymous's picture

cute pics

cute pics
Anonymous's picture

smh I use to really

smh I use to really loooooooove this girl when she first came out, she was LYRICALLY ill and Im dead serious. she let the industry make her in to the wanted her to be and I dont respect that because she always said she was a own boss. its obvious when you come in to the industry and become a star you find yourself but Nikki went to far. she is a very pretty talented girl so I will never understand why she became a nut case. she says its from growing up but why start now with the weird shit. some people dont deserve talent because they use it in the worst ways. she actually looks pretty here and yes her nose and ass is over done and pointless. wtf is wrong with being natural and having a regular body ok maybe small implants or small ass injections but she look like she wears a diaper at times she can be embarassing and not evn notice. wonder way all of her fans or gay, bi, lesbians or young girls smh.
barbies fake's picture

I prefer the way she used to

I prefer the way she used to rap on her mix tapes before the fame, n the multiple personalities. Still got her old stuff in my ipod. Some of her stuff now is catchy but those 8 or 9 (n growing) personality stuff she be pulling is very off to me. When i followed her on facebook she would have different pages for her different personalities n would have conversations with herself. Something aint right there.
NYbabe's picture

Which is why I stated that

Which is why I stated that she will never have hundreds of millions like shes fantasizing about because she is a controlled puppet everything from her money to her looks she's gonna be one of those former promising artists that go broke by 40..
Anonymous's picture

These pics are really cute

These pics are really cute and I like this look much better. However, she sounded ridiculous when she talked about her suicidal thoughts and the crap about buying her mother a house. Plus I am sick of celebrities talking about they wanted to kill themselves. Who cares. Jump off the bridge already damn.
Anonymous's picture

She is a cutie..naturally.

She is a cutie..naturally. She doesn't have fake teeth and a fake nose. That is NATURAL. She has had the same teeth since she was young sooo wtf are you people talking about? Now, booty and boobs...........enhanced but that is it! I just hopes she realizes that MONEY isn't everything.
Laid it Low and Spread it wide's picture

Nicki is a cute girl, but

Nicki is a cute girl, but there is nothing natural about her. That nose job is horrible.
Anonymous's picture

Her teeth are fake they are

Her teeth are fake they are called veneers. If you gonna comment on stuff you gotta do your research this chick back in the day teeth look like jack_o_lantern. She 30 yrs old its some history out there folk about this chick.
Anonymous's picture

so...you dont think fake

so...you dont think fake boobs and a huge fake ass is already too much? Theres nothing natural about her, get real.
Anonymous's picture

That nose is not natural.

That nose is not natural. Check out her older picts before she became famous.
Anonymous's picture

Y is every post about Nicki

Y is every post about Nicki related to Lil Kim? I am not clueless to their drama, but cant people comment on Nicki without talking about Lil Kim
NYbabe's picture

ur right its gettin very old

ur right its gettin very old
Anonymous's picture

I like Onika, can't stand

I like Onika, can't stand Nicki Minaj. Her management team have dumbed her down with this Nicki Minaj foolishness. I think she shines brighter when she's being herself.
Anonymous's picture

Nose n veeners r a no go! But

Nose n veeners r a no go! But shes sucessful so congrats to her !!!
Anonymous's picture

she looks cute. i wish she

she looks cute. i wish she would stay like this. i don't like the marge simpson wigs. i can't take her serious. i am old school, i remember mc lyte, salt n pepper, monie love, queen latifah, melody, roxanne shante, sweet tee, lil kim, sparky dee, mia x, etc. these were serious rappers and i would love to see more lady rappers, but not so gimmicky. so i like seeing her like this.
Anonymous's picture

Nice pics!

Nice pics!
Lucypearl!#@'s picture

Her nose n veeneers r too

Her nose n veeneers r too much surgically enhanced gone wrong.. But congrats on her sucess anywho!
Me's picture

Hundreds of Millionz? Does

Hundreds of Millionz? Does Nicki realize her career is on the way down not up? She has already peaked and now pushing 30 years old as it is. That just goes to show that most of these entertainers are in it just for the money and fame and not the love of art which is understandable, but don't get upset when your next album flops and you find yourself in the same position as lil kim, thats why I couldnt quite rapp my head around her going in on Lil Kim at times because lil kim has had a waay more successful and longer career than Nicki ever will by the time lil kim was 30 she was pretty much putting the finishing touches on her career.. Nicki is still scratching the surface at 28/29 I hope she realizes time does fly...before she knows it Nicki will be 35
Anonymous's picture

And what legend put the

And what legend put the finishing touches on their career at fuckin 30? No kim was finished when that naked truth dropped and double flopped. QUeen Nicki has accomplished things in 1 year that kim has NEVER and will NEVER accomplish for example THIS MAGAZINE COVER! MTV VHip Hop Video of the year award, 2 sold out tours, broke records, bitch go in a stadium, pick a seat and sit da fuck DOWN!
DaHotNig's picture

The fact that she is on this

The fact that she is on this mag cover that only 2 black women have been on 3 years let's you know she's on her way up. The fact dat she just sat front row at all the shows and next to Anna fuckin Wintour let's you know she's on her way up! 3 HOT features with videos on the way dropped in one week says a lot. You WISH she was on her way down like most niggas and nigga bitches! Eat a dick hatin hoe!
DaHotNig's picture

If im such a h8ter then

If im such a h8ter then you're a D!ck ryder and a bandwagoner, which is worse? The difference is my statement was factual in that Nicki will not ever in her life see over a hundred million dollars being a rap star thats pushing 30. Its not possible. Maybe she knows that an was just storytelling like she usually does. That being said I don't look over the fact that Nicki will be quite wealthy just not that wealthy and by the way Mag covers, Fashion shows, and features are not indicators of success, ALBUM sales are... so we shall see the outcome, you act like people aren't entitled to their own opinion or something coming on here trying to check me cuz your a fan but when her next album doesnt do so well that will be a clear indicator that she is in fact on a downside of her late booming career..
Anonymous's picture

If im a h8ter then you're a

If im a h8ter then you're a d!ck ryder whats worst, and ironically nothing above that you mentioned is relevant nor does it give indication that she is on the way up.. The only indicator of that will be how well her next ALBUM does, not mag covers, not fashion shows which shes looked flat out ridiculous of late at by the way, and certainly not lame features...but ALBUM sales!!! What I stated was factual because Nicki will NEVER in her life have hundreds of millions of dollars, maybe she knows that and was just storytelling like she usually does.. but its far from reality, It is very rare for even the most successful of RAP stars to earn over 100 million dollars..
Anonymous's picture

Bich you sound stupid as

Bich you sound stupid as fuck! Being a dick ryder is worse than being a hater? I take it you ride dicks right? You fuckin moron! Nicki is not only going to rap! She has a fragrance, cosmetics, and a jewelry line dropping next year. SOOOO while she's stacking that bread you just keep being a fat loser like your mother bitch!
DaHotNig's picture

so shes putting out a bunch

so shes putting out a bunch of BS next yr that will flop just as bad as her next album, BIG DEAL! Artists even Basketball wives put out that type of ish all the time, nothing new...NEXT!!
Anonymous's picture

why argue with these kids

why argue with these kids sicki aint got 3 plat albums last time i checked the one she has is stuck at 1.5 mill a year later and yall act like she did something if u check missy kim eve ect they all had albums do 1.5 or better ...nicki aint shutting nothing down...kim will come put the heat on her in 2012..btw wasnt kim on magazine covers modeling for big name brands and ish late 90's early 2000's?? gtfoh
Anonymous's picture

thanks for putting her real

thanks for putting her real age and not her industry age
Anonymous 's picture

Thank you!!

Thank you!!
Anonymous's picture

Cute!

Cute!
JD's picture

she actually looks

she actually looks decent..she should try this look more often....but i cant get into her though but i wish her much success...
tdubz's picture

Pics look great. Would be

Pics look great. Would be better with a different hair do. I'd love to see her natural. She has beautiful skin and great features-it could potentially be a great look for her.
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Anonymous's picture

she is tiny... i mean size

she is tiny... i mean size zero tiny
ANNA's picture

I LOVE NICKI. I love how she

I LOVE NICKI. I love how she looks when she is STYLED by a professional. But I also love how confident she can be when she wears those other creations of hers. But Nicki is a beautiful girl. And I love that song with Willow Smith. Nicki is her own woman. She is not any "puppet" Nicki is taking female rap to places it's never been. Sorry Lil Kim. Lil Kim NEVER had a COSMO cover. I checked on Google. Nicki is going to the TOP of the GAME and she's also the ONLY valid female rapper out. PERIOD.
FURIOUS Digitari's picture

Nikki is a puppet and

Nikki is a puppet and apparently so are you. Pull your face out of her ass. Nikki is not any rapper. Sure that's what she calls herself. But where is the talent? Her album fell short in the lyrical dept....sure it sold but anybody could wrap up some bubblegum garbage over music and sell millions....look at your girl Rihanna. perfect example.
Anonymous's picture

You sound so bitter. Nicki is

You sound so bitter. Nicki is 100% a rapper. Every rap song does not have to be DEEP. Nicki's has deep songs like SAVE ME. And Moment 4 Life. Everyone does not have to be Lauryn Hill but people LOVE Nicki's word play. Nicki is also a STRONG woman and she sings about Empowerment. You don't like her. I have no problem with that. But there are MILLIONS who do. And Rihanna is a also GLOBAL. This is what is GREAT about this nation. CHOICE. You don't like her but you're not stopping anything. To Quote NICKI! "No I'm not lucky I'm blessed, Yes! Clap for the heavyweight champ, Me! shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn't phase me" #TEAMNICKI4LIFE
FURIOUS Digitari's picture

Look at the pot calling the

Look at the pot calling the kettle black...you callin me bitter when you come on here for no reason dogging celebrities left and right for no good reason. While you sweating Nikki and buying up all her albums and paying her mortgage, and putting money in her pocket and shit like dat....I'll just keep my money for all that bubblegum crap. p.s. you sound like a crazed stalker
Anonymous's picture

You need to take your

You need to take your medication and lay down. I don't "dog" celebrities. I state my opinions. And every person on this blog is hardly a "celebrity". Some people on this blog are people who want to be seen as something they are not and yes I call them out and dismiss them quickly. But Nicki is an artist and I choose to support her with my disposable income. That is my choice and I don't really care how you feel about it. You don't like her that is also fine. And maybe you should look up the term stalker because you're not using it correctly. Stalkers have mental issues and they don't have time to comment on blogs because they are too busy....STALKING. You're really DUMB.
FURIOUS Digitari's picture

No you are REALLY DUMB.

No you are REALLY DUMB. p.s. seek help before its too late (crazy people dont actually know they're crazy). YOU NEED to go get some meds.
FURIOUS Digitari's picture

I usually can't take this

I usually can't take this girl, but these pics are nice and I'm loving that wig!
IamCarmenS's picture

This broad is living in a

This broad is living in a fantasy world and on top of that...she has no talent....she's a puppet.
Deena's picture

Pretty!

Pretty!
Anonymous's picture

I see her lip healed up in

I see her lip healed up in that close up shot.....gonzo nose ass bitch.
Anonymous's picture

she looks noramal and pretty

she looks noramal and pretty without... .. Best Buy giving out $1,000 giftcards http://goo.gl/FRWfB ..4 their 30th anniversary..next 24 hours only..got a laptop & a phone..lol Best Buy giving out $1,000 giftcards http://goo.gl/FRWfB ..4 their 30th anniversary..next 24 hours only..got a laptop & a phone..lol Best Buy giving out $1,000 giftcards http://goo.gl/FRWfB ..4 their 30th anniversary..next 24 hours only..got a laptop & a phone..lol
Cramer's picture

What's new? All these

What's new? All these superstars are suicidal and all that other bullshit.
Anonymous's picture

*SIGH*...is she really still

*SIGH*...is she really still here?
Anonymous's picture

She's an idiot... take her

She's an idiot... take her life? She just wants to be famous so she can buy her mom a house? She's a gimmic and her raps make no sense. Sit down child.
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