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Aaron Hernandez's Suicide Notes To Fiancée, Daughter & Lawyer Revealed, 'This Was The Supreme Almighty's Plan, Not Mine!'

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Suicide notes left by Aaron Hernandez to his fiancée, daughter and lawyer have been revealed. And they're quite disturbing. Details inside....

The suicide letters former NFL player Aaron Hernandez wrote to his fiancée Shayanna Jenkins-Hernandez, his daughter Avielle Janelle Hernandez and his lawyer Jose Baez have been revealed.

Aaron's lawyer, who represented him in the in his second murder trial - the double homicide that he allegedly committed before killing Odin Lloyd - released his new book “Unnecessary Roughness: Inside the Trial and Final Days of Aaron Hernandez” that uncovers what he wrote in the suicide notes left behind before the Patriots tight end allegedly hung himself inside his prison cell in April 2017. He was serving life in prison for first degree murder.

In the letter to his daughter, he reminded her that he is always with her and that the only thing that could ever keep them apart is fear. He also listed a few books in his letter that we assume he wants her to read.

He wrote:


Daddy will never leave you! I’m entering to the timeless realm in which I can enter into any form at any time because everything that could happen or not happened I see all at once! Life is eternal — believe!!! Love, repent, and see me/yourself in everyone because that’s what the truth is! I’ll see you all in the heavens awaiting you all with the same love. Never fear me, but love me with all of you! Fear is the only separation between you and I! We are each other — I/you — you/me — there’s no need to fear but what you do unto another will come back around!

Power of Now

Conversations with God 1, 2, 3

Home with God

Anuk Ausar “Metu Neter”

In the note to his fiancée/daughter's mother Shay, he wrote:


You have always been my soul-mate and I want you to love life and know I’m always with you. I told you what was coming indirectly! I love you so much and know [you] are an angel. We split into two to come change the world! Your characteristic is that of a true angel and the definition of God’s love! Tell my story fully but never think anything besides how much I love you. This was the supreme almightys plan, not mine! I love you! Let Avi know how much I love her! Look after Jano and Eddie for me —they are my boys (You’re Rich).




JOHN 3:16

I love you all equally! We are all each other! Don’t shed one tear for I am with all of you and never wasn’t! do not go back to living while worshipping false idols in which I warned you about!


The Real Live Forever

According to the NY Post, Aaron drew a thin rope dangling from a noose on the bottom of the page.

Also, the site mentioned Jano and Eddie are Aaron's cousin's young children. He asked Shay to look after them since their mother passed away. "I Knew I Love You" by Savage Garden was Aaron and Shay's song that was "very meaningful to him.”

In his letter to his lawyer, Aaron thanked Jose for everything he did to help him:

“Well, I wrote this letter following my acquittal and wanted to voice how I felt and let some people whos[e] music helped me get through hard times, know that it did. Wrong or right — who knows — I just follow my natural instincts and how it guides me. Pros or cons, didn’t weigh them, but I’m sure you’ll let me know your view."

“Besides that, I want you to know you have me forever like you never understood and time will reveal that I’m not perfect but my love and loyalty is like you’ve never seen! I appreciate all your work, time, effort, and never let that slip your mind! In time, you will see how appreciated you are, as well as all the others equally!” he continued.

“I would like to send you letters so you can send to their [the artists] information or whichever way you think best. I don’t want any media really getting into me, trying to just send my love to all the artists who got me through my tough times and sending my respect to a few of the real ones out there."


Back in June, Aaron's fiancée Shay gave birth to another baby girl. There were rumors that Shay may have used some of Aaron's frozen sperm to get pregnant, but that wasn't the case. The father of her 2nd daughter is reportedly Dino Guilmette, an amateur boxer from Providence.

Below are a few pictures of Shay and her daughters, along with a tribute she posted to Aaron on the 1-year anniversary of his death:


Happy 4th!

A post shared by Shay (@shayjhernandez) on




Last day of school , I can’t believe I now have a big girl in Kindergarten

A post shared by Shay (@shayjhernandez) on





A year today..... I remember getting a call saying you had passed , Dropping the phone and crying uncontrollably I didn’t know what to do . I wanted to get to you as fast as I knew how so you weren’t alone anymore . This was by far the worst day of my life especially when things were looking better .... I was / still am so confused and wish I could ask you tons of questions - not just for me but for our daughter. I’ve suffered hurt , sadness and definitely anger BUT I’ve had this little girl to make my spirits higher . Although , I hurt today and continue to figure this thing called “ life “ out ... we will celebrate your life with love , joy and happiness . You’ve touched more people’s hearts than I’ve ever seen - not just from your smile but you being you . I thank you for showing me things I’d never get to experience in life and creating a better one for your daughter and I ... I thank you for allowing me to share all of our experiences and create new memories with this precious princess . Your legacy will live on , until we meet again ... WE love you very very much and you are and will continue to be missed #RIPAaron#81#hisdaughterskeeper #oursuperhero

A post shared by Shay (@shayjhernandez) on


So sad.

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